Random thoughts
Kategori: MyMind
Hello,
I mean it is important for people to understand who you are. Who are you? I'm a student. Well yeah, I know, but who are you really? On the inside? I mean on the inside is where you can really understand people. Where the truth is about to be found.
Where darkness exist, and that is okey. Where anger flower, but it is okey too, cause nobody is seeing you there. On the inside. It is a place I can totally be myself without any intrudes. I can relax, let the feelings and thoughts flow. Like a river and a watefall. Washing down wverything. Good and bad things. Make my inside a cross track. Where nobody can judge you when you feel like you are breaking dowm and where nobody can judge your reality or feel pity about you and all the other uncertain things that people suddenly can do against you.
I've been thru so much darkness. I have had periods where there were no light. where there was so much darkness I didn't think I could make it. When my whole life where upside down and the tears never stopped running. When I stayed home from school so that I just could stay in my bed and cry my eyes out. and scream in my pilow. scream your name so loud that it could disapear. but it never disapeard. it only got better, the tears still fall on my cheaks, but you dont force me to stay home from school anymore. i can get out of my bed in the mornings. Even if i miss you like hell i still never want us to be friends ever again.
So yep, some thoughts from several days before that I just finished now, and publish now.
