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Awful days

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Hi secret rainforest diary
Sometimes I don't know what is wrong with me.
Sometimes I have bad days.
Sometimes I have very bad days.
And sometimes I have awful days.
 
Today was a bad day.
Then it went to a very bad day, when my second national math test went to hell.
Then I went home in despair, and ate cake to drain my sorrows, and watched television to do it a bit more.
And absoulutley nothing got better.
It only got worse.
So now I have a awful day, and I don't even know what the big problem is!
Why do I feel miserble?
I just wanna sleep.
And watch movie.
Best would be Harry Potter, so that I can disappear under the blanket because then I can pretend that it is because the movie is scary, and not because I want to run away from my body and the world.
Btw, my body hurts, because I went on a very, very hard workout yesterday.
My back is sore.
It hurts.
And I just want to listen to sad music and disappear for a minute.
I really don't want to do homework.
Really don't.