2016
Kategori: MyMind
This year was supposed to look so different. It was not supposed to end like this. It was the perfect year. The perfect with him. But then we were not perfect anymore. And I miss him so much. So much.
This year was the year of dreams.
My book was released. One big +.
I got togheter with my love. Big +.
But then I broke up with him. Yes, I did a terrible decision. And now I am hurting because of it. One hell of a -.
I got into uni. Big +. But then I am so doubtful of my choice, is this really what I want?
And I am still so not sure of anything in my life. It is like I am walking on glass, not sure when I'm going to trip and hurt myself.
And I just want happiness and security. And I hate beeing on this cross road. Not sure of anything. Not even sure if I want to be move home or be remain home, or move away somewhere else. Or do nothing or everything or something entirely different.
And I just want tot tell myself that I am sorry.
Sorry for everything. I wish this year would have ended differently.
I am so sorry love.
