Inspiration
Kategori: MyMind
Like you didn’t even try to say you’re sorry. You just got from scratch my back to cut it into a million pieces. You trashed me. You pushed me into the darkness. You crashed my heart. You found love in my loneliness and then you made me even lonelier. I hate you so much. You can’t hear my hate. It flows thru my whole body, but it is never outside it. The only thing that flows on the outside is tears. So many I stopped counting them, because they just keep flowing out in thousands.
I used to love you. Love you deep. The love I had for you was so powerful that the whole of me broke when you turned me down. You hurt me into my bones. You touched my inner nerves. You cut off my synapses and left my brain open. Open for everyone to see my inside.
I was your zoo-animal and first you took me out in a leash for everyone to see your pet. But then you put me in a cage and beat me so hard so that everyone could see me bleeding. See me bleeding in a cage, broken down, swimming in my own tears. I did hurt so much that there were no end in my dark tunnel. I still don’t see any light, but my wounds are healing and people have stopped to think it’s funny to watch a hurt animal in a too small cage.
When you left me that last time you made me feel free. I was so broken that nothing seemed to ever going to be okay again. But what you didn’t know is that you set me free and that is everything that counts. I’d rather die as a free human being than as a prisoner in your messed up world.
Well, there you have it.
No hate.
Well I kind of hope that no one I know is reading this either, this blog is to deep to anyone to know who I am. My inner thoughts.
Bye for now.
I will get better at writing on blogs.
On all of my 3 blogs.
I always start more projects, when the last ones don't work out.
I should definitly start solving my own problems.
Well, that is a new project for another time.
